December 2011
54 posts
Spending new years alone staring at a wall
Because my fucking insecurities stop me from doing anything else
Fuck this
I know when you’re living under sheets of snow
It can look like the worlds gone black
But remember that the sun comes black
Atleast they say it does
When you are Basically called a slut by two different family members in a week
Because you have more guy friends than girls.
Fuck off.
Never quite fitting in anywhere
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
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Sitting by a river in the sun listening to polar bear club, feeding ducks and eating salad sandwiches
Today is a good day
Drinking alone and never leaving the house again
Drama
Memories in the rain
Walks
Random drives
Tree climbing
Adventuring
Good food.
Amazing few days
Can anyone suggest any lovely vegetarian/vegan recipes?! It would make my day!
I’ve tried and I’ve tried time after time
I’ve given you all that I am
Now I’m weak and I want you but can’t take the pain
So please say goodbye again
HAIWJEHHDHANAK
I’m done
Don’t know why I fucking bother.
Anyway getting you out of my head. Having an awesome day, I love Christmas :)
This will probably be the last year my brother believes in Santa, its such a sad thought.
Oh well I’m going to be extra festive tomorrow!
Hope everyone is having a lovely Christmas eve!
Merry Christmas for tomorrow xox 🎅🎄🎁🎉🌟💋
Fireworks going off two backyards away, I love living here
Need to give my head and heart a good acid wash
I’m so ridiculously keen for the new year.
I have so many plans and resolutions that I will be keeping no matter what.
I just need this fresh start.
Anxiety taking over completely this week.
I have slept a totally of 3.45 hrs since Sunday.
I am numb.
burning heat that moves to my throat, butterflies, shakes, and a slow feeling where it is as if i can feel every droplet of blood in my veins.
This has been my every night this week.
Tonight is the last night here.
The gaslight anthem, chuck ragan and lucero are saving my life.
People that joke about rape have to be the lowest form of human.
Melancholy
Cute hangs in cute places ^_^
What a good day off
Fuck I’m lonely
I want a hobby, someone suggest to me a hobby I can par take in over the summer
I remember you ascending all the stairs up to the balcony
to see if you could see me hidden quietly away
And I remember the skin of your fingers,
The spot three quarters up I’d always touch when I was out of things to say.
You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak and I could never understand.
I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me, and I swear,
that not a single force...
‘but but she is blonde, “blondes have more fun”
‘in my experience, blondes starfish. Brunettes are definitely underrated’
This is a conversation I had with a boy earlier today.
Getting you out of my head is a difficult thing to do
Oh chuck ragan
heartshapedhouse:
I need a break from this constant sadness that is totally consuming me.
I just want it to be next year already
Hate this year
Hate the people in this year
Deleting all memories from this year
The dark feeling is slowly creeping into the daytime.
I hate this.
caasix:
Life is hard when you hate so many people.
ineedacadillacride asked: youre so pretty omg
